Just lately God has been waking me and
speaking to me a lot in the night. On one of these occasions I heard the words
“What would it look like with NO FEAR?”
Later that day a friend who was preparing a
talk told me she had written that very question and the same day my husband who
was reading a book read out the very same statement…so I knew God was speaking
loud and clear!
Fear is the opposite of faith and faith is
what pleases God. When God created Adam and Eve he made them equal, male and
female, and they walked with him without fear. There was innocence and intimacy
in their relationship. It was when Satan deceived them into doubting God’s
goodness that an unholy fear entered into the heart of man.
Interestingly there are 365 times in the
Bible where Jesus tells us not to be afraid. He knows it is the enemy’s number one strategy
to undermine and lie to us about who God says we really are. He knows that if
there was NO FEAR we would be the most free to love others, the most secure,
the most bold and courageous people as God’s representatives here on earth.
Something I read recently…
The advance of the Kingdom is taken by
forceful men and women and though the process may seem overwhelming at times as
both the carnal attitudes of our hearts get displaced and as the works of the
devil are destroyed around us yet this is the safest place, the front line of
the battle, because its where we passionately pursue God and his purpose. The
scheme of the enemy is to pull us back into a defensive position…
So lately as I’ve been pursuing more of the
‘Normal’ Christian Life, going after the supernatural and seeing his kingdom
released I’ve been encountering some opposition, as have a few other friends of
mine.
Recently I woke and a cloud of depression
and despair seemed just to settle on me all morning, I kept crying and felt
like giving up. I cried out to God for his presence and for his voice to speak
to me because only just months earlier he had shown me that this was the most
important, more important than anything else I might want or ask him for. I
knew it would be ok if I knew him drawing near. As I began weakly to thank him
for who he is in my life and what he has done, the cloud lifted and he drew
near. Thanksgiving disarms the enemy.
So there is opposition from the enemy like
that because of ground being taken but there is also training. The more we move
away from our own mission and even what we sometime see as ‘God agendas’ and
get serious about the Father’s mission which we can read of in Isaiah 61, he begins
to train our hands for battle and exposes stuff in our hearts that hold us back
from being all he has called us to be.
The other night I was woken up in the early
hours with three phrases running through my mind. ‘Mount up’, ‘ride’ and ‘overcome’
As God calls us to go higher, to ride with
him, to see from his perspective all he is doing, he is inviting us to partner
with him. As we respond he challenges us in areas of our lives, areas we had
previously been content to live with.
For me at the moment Fear is what God is exposing
and in particular fear of man and fear of making mistakes. It’s not the first
time but he keeps bringing me back to it.
I have heard some remarkable stories lately
of friends of mine who because at the start of their day they asked God to show
them what he was doing and where he was working they were led into supernatural
encounters, given clear words of knowledge and opportunities to share the
gospel.
What stands out to me is not so much their
courage and availability both of which are awesome but their reliance on the
voice of the Holy Spirit who guided them all the way through the encounters they
were led into.
I believe this is how we are meant to live
and walk every day, in closer fellowship with the Holy Spirit. God is
distributing seed all the time and he will use those who are available and
obedient. I know that too often I am afraid to let go of what seems safe. God
drew my attention and reminded me of three occasions just lately where he gave
me that opportunity to follow him but I shrunk back.
I’m a slow learner but I think often the
first thing God shows me is what he wants me to do or say and to be quick to
respond and obey but often I rationalize it away either because of the setting
or circumstance I am in or because of my own fear.
The more I hear stories, the more I meet
with friends who are living a kingdom lifestyle and hungry for God to break out
wherever they are whether that’s in a shop, a coffee house, a bus stop or their
work place the hungrier I am becoming for God to change me.
Another inspiring quote…
The great commandment to love God with all
our heart, mind, soul and strength must precede the great commission. We must
be lovers of God first gazing on Jesus with the eyes of our heart enlightened
to know him and to love him and the more we see of him the more we will see who
we are becoming and burn for God and to make him known. His presence gives us
EVERYTHING we need. As we jealously guard his presence, stay hungry and tend
the fire of our heart we will be fruitful. Fruitfulness comes as we keep
abiding in his presence and staying close for the sound of his voice.
Imagine if the church really lived like
this!
'“What would it look like with NO FEAR?”'
ReplyDeleteIf you are hearing voices, I would suggest medical attention.