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Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Our faith brings God pleasure


Without Faith it’s impossible to please him (Hebrews 11:6)

I wonder how you read this verse? Do you read it, as “I don’t have much faith, so its impossible for me to please him “or do you read it as” even though my faith is as small as a mustard seed it brings him pleasure”?

This morning I was reading from 2 Kings: 4 and I was struck by how Elisha lived from a place of faith all the time so that what he said or did came from a certainty that God was good. He looked through the eyes of faith. Elisha must have brought God much pleasure.

When the widow came to him desperate because her husband was dead and the ‘bailiffs’ were about to take her two sons who were all she had, Elisha asked her what she had in the house.

She looked at what she had… and despaired
He looked at what she had, however small… and saw it being multiplied!

When the Shunammite’s son lay dead Elisha believed God and raised him from the dead and when the pot of stew was deadly Elisha took flour and in faith purified it.

Faith must be more than words, it must be realised through our imagination and then acted upon. When the widow told Elisha she just had one jar of oil, he saw many jars of oil. She did as he said and gathered as many jars as she could and started filling them. It’s interesting that the oil stopped flowing when the jars ran out. If there had been more jars, would there have been more provision?
What is our level of expectation?
The question needs to be not how big is your faith but how big is your God?

The oil was enough to pay for the widow’s debts and enough to live on. Whatever we have we can still ask for more so we have enough to give away.

20 years ago, God called us as a family of 5 to go and serve a church in South Africa for 18 months and it required faith. Faith for someone to rent our house to, faith for the airfare, faith to live out there…
When we got there we soon realised that my husband’s work as a decorator was not required as much because people preferred to pay a lower wage to black decorators. This meant he only occasionally had work.
There were days I looked into a nearly empty fridge wondering how to feed 5 of us. Often I went to the supermarket to see what I could get with what I had and somehow we were never hungry. Either because carrier bags arrived on our doorstep or because God multiplied what I had to make it enough.

When it was our daughter’s birthday I wanted it to be special for her. I had made a card, made a cake and invited a few of her friends but couldn’t afford an outing or a present. In faith I rang the video store to hire a video for the party even though I knew I didn’t have the money. Shortly after putting the phone down there was a knock at the door and a friend’s child said “my mum told me to give you this” Into my hand she placed an envelope in which was the exact amount of the hire of the video. She told me later she had been driving past and felt God say to stop, empty out all she had in her purse and to give it to me!

Another time our ‘jar of oil’ was some bottle lids that could be taken to a store in return for a small amount of cash. It was our morning to help serve tea & coffee at church and to provide the milk. We didn’t have money to buy any milk but didn’t want to make it known until the last minute. I was helping to lead worship that morning and someone brought a word of knowledge in the worship time that there were people in the meeting who didn’t have what they needed and challenged the congregation to give an offering as an act of worship. I felt embarrassed knowing that God might be speaking about us. It’s humbling to be in a season of receiving. By the time we had left church that Sunday, a term’s school fees had been paid, the boot of our car had been filled with vegetables, we’d been invited out to lunch and later that afternoon someone brought us a box of food that even contained smoked salmon, something we didn’t need but God blessed us with anyway.

God wants to develop our faith and faith takes us out of our comfort zone. When we step out of the boat we step into the supernatural realm. That may be trusting him to meet your needs or the needs of others or it may be praying for the sick or sharing the gospel in the street. However small your faith it attracts God and brings him pleasure. The more we expect of God who is good all the time, the more our faith will grow… and without faith it is impossible to please him.


Tuesday, 9 October 2012

Changing the Atmosphere



I’m sitting in Costas. One of my favourite places to be where surrounded by strangers I feel like I’m with family, I can’t explain it but know that God has given me a love for the people I haven’t met before, who come and go there.

I’ve just spent two hours drinking coffee with a good friend who is hungry to see more of God, to know him more and to see the impossible become possible.
As we shared our dreams, our prayers, the things God has put on our hearts, the time went so quickly and I think we both felt the richness of the presence of God with us and on us.

I believe we affect the atmosphere around us as we share testimony and talk about the greatness of God

Just after my friend left, a lady came in and sat at the table next to me and started engaging in conversation with me. It seemed completely out of the blue and she told me three stories of how three complete strangers had recently shown her generosity either by paying for her when she had forgotten her purse, by returning some expensive sunglasses at great distance and cost to themselves and someone who found a ten pound note she had dropped and returned it to her. Her point was that there are more kind and honest people about than we think.

Why did she feel to share those encouraging stories with me? I’m not sure but I wonder if it was something to do with the atmosphere having been changed around where she was sitting.

I told her that I was a Christian and know that God is so generous that as his children he wants us to display his generosity to one another. She told me she was a Christian too and seemed to understand.

A few hours later I was in another cafĂ© but this time with my husband who smiled at a man who passed our table. My husband’s smile led to a conversation where the man explained he would probably have to go home because he had forgotten his wallet. We offered to pay for his drink but he then remembered he’d left his wallet in the car in the car park. Today’s opportunities seemed to be all about money and being generous to a stranger.

The presence of God can be found not just in the church but in the market place too. We carry it! As the ark of God was carried and represented the presence of God, so we carry Christ… and his aroma brings the fragrance of the knowledge of him. It may be as we show kindness to someone who is struggling with lots of bags or a pram or bring physical touch or kind words and hope to someone who is upset or as we are drawn by his compassion to pray for someone. God with us and in us must bring peace, hope and healing because that is who he IS. He is generous, kind, full of mercy and truth. He brings hope to the hopeless, peace to the anxious, healing to the sick.